You are an animal, you are also so much more. Curious, passionate, you are change. A force of pure feeling. Your logic, a concept. Everyone else has different opinions. We are all
unique and all the same. Your desires, your wants, your needs, none of
these are wrong or evil. These things are what you crave, the trick is
to acquire while considering the needs of others.
Commerce for example is not necessarily evil. Yes we sometimes lose
touch with ourselves by placing our concentrations on acquiring
physical possessions, however this is not the fault of commerce.
Commerce is nothing more than a philosophy. We have decided to lose
touch with each other, commerce is just an excuse. A scapegoat to pass
the blame upon.
Be a part of everything that interests you. Remember your wonder,
your excitement as a child. This wonder is still there, you have just
deemed it unimportant, Sacrificed a pure unity with life, the unknown.
I do not ask you to forsake commerce, to quit your jobs or careers.
Only that to desire your inner desires is a slow torturous death, a
deep disconnected darkness. Fight for your life, claw out of this
darkness, this self inflicted misery. Dance under the stars, in the
rain. Experience, truly experience life. Do not ever be content to just
sit there and watch the world, join it, be a part of it.
Anger, an inescapable
void. It seems that we grow more angry as time progresses. Angry at
other motorists on the road, the cashier at the supermarket, the public
officials appointed over us. We call them morons, ignorant, do you
believe this true? Do you really think your leader or president is a complete fool? Foolish maybe, we all are in certain aspects. No it is because you cannot control these people. We are angry because
we have no power over these people. That we must take the actions of
others as law. As a rule, we no longer trust, believe in others anymore.
What have these people truly done to wrong you, if you were in their
position wouldn’t you inevitably wrong others yourself? Do you think
that you are better, above their unique personal conflicts? Are you
really that biased? All of our paths are intertwined, we are only separated by our
individual reason. Everything, emotion or even our reaction effects all
that we come in contact with, whether either party realizes it or not.
I am not trying to tell you that anger is not valid, pure and
sometimes necessary. Only that it is not too much more difficult to
attempt to understand someones reason before allowing that anger to
evolve into hatred. All your hatred is, a refusal to forgive, an active choice to keep the raging fires of anger fueled.
Maybe, just maybe your opinions are baseless and one sided. Judgment
of another is often poorly acquired. Most of you refuse to trust, you
pass blame and accuse others too quickly. Why have you developed such a potent lack of trust for others? Yes many
may abuse this trust. Does this really matter in the end, what do you
truly lose by trusting someone else?
Most of us in this age think that our video game consoles, our
televisions, computers or any other physical possession makes us happy.
I do not agree, these are nothing but daydreams, objects to take our
minds off our existence. To focus on, to escape. Only you can make you
happy, a friend is simply combined happiness. The sharing of individual
happiness.
We all desire acceptance, belonging, to connect with others. The problem is, that which we seek we already have and always did. Reflect, have you ever smiled at someone having a bad day? Seen the
relief, the happiness in their eyes? Remember the way this felt, how it
lifted your spirit? The smile, letting them know everything will be
alright, that we are all connected. A pure connection exists always,
just open the door to your soul.
Love is not a passion for someone, not their beauty, not even really
an emotion. Love is more like a bond, spiritual harmony, multiple
emotions on the verge of sensory overloading your very essence. Wild
and untamed.
I do not proclaim my beliefs are better than yours. I merely
understand the world as I perceive it. I attempt to understand those
around me, to reconnect with everyone. This is my happiness, my
spiritual climax. I am not good, not evil, I am alive. I refuse to be frightened, scared
or to exist alone and detached. In my mind this is not really an
existence at all, fear is an anti-life. I am seeking all that is
pleasurable, maximizing any and every emotion. Nothing is more pure
than your emotion, the unrivaled reflection of your soul.
Don’t be silent, project your aura out upon everything. Give your
energy to the world and the world will return it, magnified. Stifle it
and it will slowly discharge and fade away. Nature is we, we are nature. Nature is not just a term, it is everything and anything, connected.
We all have emotions, with this we all have anger, these are our
personal powers. Learn about that which you use. Don’t just let lose
such a force without first understanding it’s power. Understand it all,
allow yourself to see the light and the dark, embrace and accept
infinity. We are everything and nothing, truth and deceit, angels, devils. We are
the world, an embodiment of the cosmos. So complex, so simple are we.
Either you believe in yourself or you really believe in nothing at all.
I wonder from all the beautiful, talented, and intelligent people around the world. What is your life like, what makes you happy, what do you think about the rest of us? Do you have the same desires, dreams, conflicts, passions, cares, or loneliness? Do you skate by with your gift, or do you strive for something more?
Stimulate yourselves, whether it be carnal, passionate, intellectual, or spiritual. Everything else is a waste of breath.
I find myself sitting here trying to figure out how best to explain myself. I know that I am driven by desire.
I am tired of inner corruption, easily entertained, attracted to
beauty in all forms, I despise lies, I am a loon, addicted to passion,
a big kid, viciously protective, extremely open minded, loyal,
sarcastic, primal, a pack animal, dark, self reflective, I also am
willing to give anyone a chance.
I refuse to hide anything anymore, I am what I want to be.
Who are you if you hide yourself?
I want to tell it all. The liberation of my own inner truth, once
bound by socially repressed acceptability. The restrictions we placed
on our own feelings, a repugnant taint on one’s soul. We seem to
delight in illusions, manifestations of deceit, all poorly bound
together by a cosmic clusterfuck of spirituality. Our worries, false
ambitions, our fear binds us.
I will be free, no longer will I allow my heart to scream. Every
single event, every motion I make, I shall forever strive to just be me.
To lie to another is to lie to yourself. So what if you don’t like me? I am sorry if my words cause you ill. I only speak that which I feel. It’s not hate, just my interpretation.
I am not a fool, even though sometimes my actions are foolish.
I am not a monster, I am just honest.
What is really wrong? Wrong to lie, or is it wrong to hurt with truth? Interpretations.
I am curious, I would really like to know what exactly was wrong about the Trade and Barter system? When did credit and currency become a religion?
Everything seems to have been replaced without a valid reason other than to make men wealthier. Corporations are the new tyrants, they are small governments void of
care, concern, or morals, most are only created to consume the
resources of the lower classes. Endless marketing directed at our
already lowered self esteem, we buy pointless items to ease our
depressions,and our sorrows. We in fact are so overwhelmed that in the end we find ourselves unable
to acquire that which we think we really need, an endless cycle of
wants and regrets, is your blender really worth it?
Why does water cost so much money? We pay taxes, When did all the
people agree to allow others to buy and sell everything, even the very
earth herself? Some things should remain sacred, revered, and communal. What sack of shit could sell of a vital taxed public work, like a
cities water to another company, just so it can charge more for it’s
own benefit?
Why did we let them take any and everything we once had so they
could just sell it back to us. They make us work harder for them, and
in return make us pay more. Why didn’t we stand up, say no? Why are we
afraid of these Corporations and why are “our” laws constructed to
protect the Corporations from us?